Blaming

why the blaming is always on us,

instead of you,

you never made an effort to think what is going on,

and you blame us for everything,

and the blaming suppose to be you and your girl,

not us,

we are considerate and kind hearted enough,

to hear your complaint and everything you stressed of,

and now because of your super-ego girl,

you wanna made a separate line among us,

just because we did a mistake,

do you ever think when you took me as a bridge to cover everything,

just because for your satisfaction,

did i blame you for that,

and you ever think of how i feel,

and you ever think others will blame on us instead of you,

and now i tell you,

your girl is main purpose of quarreling,

just because of her unpredictable attitude,

even you like it or not,

i`m insisted writing & updating this blog,

since you never wanna care about our feeling,

then why should i,

i will never give a damn to all of this you had made to us,

and you had made a shameless to yourself,

in future,

your complaint i will never listen,

your stressfullness i will never listen,

don ask me for advices,

this because of what you had made of,

this because we are kind hearted enough to do something that don wanna hurt

YOU,

In the end,

this is what we got from you

Little moment of happiness

when you thought everyone is caring about your everything, you can be happy for a moment. However, it wont last long all the time. But it does happens to you just for a little moment. Its enough to cover or cure all of your scar that left you for long time. You will be grateful just for a day and the coming time, you wont know what will happen. No one can even guess or predict what will going to happen. Be prepare for everything.

sometimes, reading your friend`s blog, you will feel you are much pity-ful

as their life are more colourful than yours,

like hanging out with friends, clubbing, regular activities, group picture taking,

shopping or partying or even picnic, you can feel the loneliness,

however, in the opposite, sometimes u will feel thankfulness,

as you viewing other`s blog, you can read out their true words deep down from

their heart, complaining their emotional feeling about something bad that they

could never show out in the reality, playing their fake mask in front of everyone,

typing it out on the blog whereby just to seek little advices from friends in hope

can make ourselves feeling better,

i`m updating this blog coz i felt confusing and stressful about my uncontrolled

life, its seem everything don`t under control,

move to the left, feeling uncomfortable,

move to the right, still feel the same,

i don`t have any idea how to make it right, no idea,

and i dunno how to express it out, then never mind, let it be.....